Speak? I Will


It is said that children who have experienced trauma often develop beneficial skills to cope in adulthood. So, add another something to the list of things learned during my childhood! I can handle change.

 Trauma during my childhood was far less than what others experience; but still, growing up to any extent in an alcoholic home is traumatic. And becoming suddenly motherless at young age 35 adds to trauma.

 It is also said that if there is faith about something burning from within, speak it. That is what this post is about. Speaking or presenting a request. Speak? I will. And I pray the right person will read this. 

 I fall asleep believing there is something else I need to know. I awaken with the same thought on my mind. I think I am ready. If there is someone who knows more information about my childhood, please contact me. I need to hear from you. Privately, on Facebook Messenger, is a great avenue.

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